The Year of 2011

Made sushi with the class for countless Potlucks, cjc culture (:
Found easter eggs in school to collect candy and chocs - happy mmrs,
Had a first year anniversary,
Went for yearly Kukup trip,
Had a brief valentine's with Brian,

Watched Ballerina who loves bboy,
Rockefella which was pretty quite good,

had the last Clean and Paint With Love project,
(still thankful i joined svdp afterall)

Was at MBS with Brian and friends for a bday party,
Got an iPhone,
Went to Malaysia with SVDP friends,
Cooked our own food,
Conquered Mount Datuk,
Went to Malacca afterwards, stayed at Discovery Guest House which was pretty good meeting James and watching the live band.
Red camp sleepover,
Had a mini video of Brian lip-singing I'll Always Love You at my fave veg restaurant which I couldn't stop replaying,

Kukup trip (2nd in 2011) with brian and friends,
Went for miss lim's wedding, (which was pretty magical to me)
Got this cute pooh Brian caught from the machine,
Brian's birthday,
Haircut for godknowswhatreasons,
went to my first fashion show (Topshop/Topman) at Ion,

Went through a horribly messed up break up,

Spent a good national day doing the charity walk,
Saw Jayesslee,
obsessed with Kartrider, (especially during alevel period when it was my destresser)
Birthday cake at 12am with da sweet classmates,
Got a ukulele present,
Prom at meritus mandarin hotel,
BKK with family,
Spent xmas in Bangkok at an Australian bar watching a live band,

Got drunk for the first time in my life,

Xmas exchange to which I got this:
Marks and Spencers chocolate,
and gave this:
Think my present is pretty splendid HAHA.
Spent the last few minutes of 2011 at Helipad.

FOOD
Soooooo happy with the opening of Veganburg,
Fell in love with this from the fish stall in school,
Endured Alevels with the awesome egg sandwich sweet girl mell makes for me when we were studying,
<3 Domino's veggie pizza,
and P.Osh's brownie they sell in school which kept us happy during boring school days.

Also attempted to make fried ice cream but failed quite terribly cuz it wasn't cold enough!

Also extremely saddened by the closedown of Kichn which was really a joy to me. Cheap and good food on-the-go. :'(
Also learnt a lot more about life as it is,
changed many ideals and perceptions.

Would have avoided looking at those photos and bringing back the memories but I can't just ignore how you were the biggest part of my life. You're the taste of perfection I've rather not have had. I've only said this once, "my life has never been better", and it takes a lot to say it, to know that it is true, that it is worth saying, that whatever will befall on me might not even compare to that moment. But like all good things, that didn't last. Thank you for every lesson you've taught me. Thank you for us.

To Infinity, To Us

Love hurts the most

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

Questions

1. I think some things are pre-destined. Where you were born, your family, people you meet.
2. But you're still the driving agent of change of your own life. If you want happyness (spelling error intended), fight for it, don't blame everything on fate.
3. If you're not willing to fight for it, let it go.

I think we really did it this time, and I'm beginning to see a clearer picture.

Yet, today got me thinking: i don't deserve love if I don't love myself.

I have to learn, and not by going back to anyone, or by finding someone new, but by finding myself.

I need to know who I am. What I live for. And many other questions to be answered..

My relationship with meat

Baur has long since realized that most people don't agree with him — at least not enough to go vegan. This is less about social change or a movement than a moral decision each individual has to make. For Baur, who grew up in a conservative Catholic family in California and ate meat as a kid, the biggest insight came when his mother made a chicken dinner while he was in high school and he "saw the body of the chicken on the plate." Later on, he became a committed vegan.

Source: http://www.time.com/time/health/article/0,8599,2062252,00.html#ixzz1V7BES9Fk

Against all odds, tonight it's just me against the world.

Photobooth

It has been so long since I touched photobooth / camwhored!!
And I hardly do it.
So i tried the centre parting look hahaha doesn't really suit my chubby face but I camwhored ANYWAY.

Rwrrrr I love this ring *>*

Posing with the jayesslee shot!The green lantern ring from mark I keep bragging abt!!!
Key to my heart



CMI wink. I cant wink for nuts!!

Toodles!!