Love hurts the most

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

Questions

1. I think some things are pre-destined. Where you were born, your family, people you meet.
2. But you're still the driving agent of change of your own life. If you want happyness (spelling error intended), fight for it, don't blame everything on fate.
3. If you're not willing to fight for it, let it go.

I think we really did it this time, and I'm beginning to see a clearer picture.

Yet, today got me thinking: i don't deserve love if I don't love myself.

I have to learn, and not by going back to anyone, or by finding someone new, but by finding myself.

I need to know who I am. What I live for. And many other questions to be answered..